Superwoman ?

SUPERWOMAN

Early in the morning I put breakfast at your table,
and make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream
Your eggs are overeasy, your toast unlikely,
all that's missing is your morning kiss that used to greet me
Now you say the juice is sour, it used to be so sweet,
and I can't help but to wonder if you're talking about me
We don't talk the way we used to talk, it's hurting so deep,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, but it's making me weak

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down,
and think that everything is okay
Boy I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs 
as a token of love from you to me

I fought my way through the rush hour trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
But when you get there, you just tell me you're not hungry at all,
you said you'd rather read the paper and you don't want to talk
You like to think that I'm just crazy when I say that you've changed,
I'm convinced I know the problem, you don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions and you're not being fair,
I've got my pride, I will not cry, still I can't help but care!

I'm not your superwoman...(oh no no no!!!)
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay
Boy I am only human...(I'm only human!!!)
This girl needs more than occasional hugs 
as a token of love from you to me

I'm not your superwoman

I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay
Boy I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me

Oooh, baby!!!
Look into the corners of your mind,
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times,
but I can't be the superwoman that you want me to be!!
I'll give my everlasting love if you'll return love to me!!
I'm not your superwoman!!!!

I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
and think that everything is okay
Boy I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
as a token of love from you to me

Oh!!! If you feel it in your heart and you understand me,
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me!
(hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo...)

I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet,
but you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me!!!
I need love, I need just your love, I'm not your superwoman

P/S : HEHE. It is just one of my favourite song. ٩(-̮̮̃•̃)۶

One Moment In Time

Asslamualaikum wbt.

After almost  a month tak tulis blog , there’s many things I wanna share.

Well, skung ni I still in college. Muamalat college. Ada intersesi skung ni during mid sem break.

Started from  11 May till 2^nd June. Iskh3 cuti aku makin pendek. Camne nih. HAHA.

It’s ok, it’s not a big matter. :D

After abes exam aritu 6^th May , on the 8^th – 10^th May , I went to Perak for a trip under RM kachi. “MuQaYyAm UkhUwWaH PERAK 08-10 MEI 2010”. It was okey. Banyak benda aku dapat. Macam2 perasaan aku after gi lawatan tu. Ntah, happy , teruja, terkejut, sedih, marah, sume ada. Why huh??

8th May 12, 2010

Ok, 8am aku lah paling semangat siap2 nak gi trip tu..perak!! here I come! Yeah!! After  finished loading all the luggage, bus stated to depart. Well for introduction, hehe lebey kurang 40 orang yg join dat trip, n program I under RM Kachi itself. Antara yang follow, Kak Hana, Erma, Kak Lin, Kak Syue, Bayani, Kak By, Kak Izan, Farhana, adik2 junior, as well as muslimin RM n seangkatan dengannyer. And I were selected as AJK Activity for this programme. :D

Ok 1^st day ni ikut tentative we all gi umah anak yatim kat Parit. Rumah anak yatim Bait Al-amin. Lebey kurang kul 9.15am gerak from UUM. Then sampai dalam kul 2.30pm . It’s such a long journey, sampai ada yang mabuk darat n ada yang nak muntah2. Jalan nak pi sana macam jalan nak pi Bentung nun. Apappe  pun, fuhh..alhamdulillah slamat sampai. Once we reached there, all the kids dah tunggu depan pintu rumah. Allah, they are all cute!!! Age from 7-17 years. I looked them through the bus window, they were very exited, dahagakan kasih sayang from everyone. I started crying inside. If I were they, mampukah aku?? (T_T).

Okey, after dah selesai solat and makan. Slot pertama bermula. Which is slot Panduan solat Fardhu and Kenali Diri. It was really fun, happening, dah macam 1 family pon ada. And kitorang select lagu jalinan by UNIC as lagu tema 4 this program. Alhamdulillah they enjoy a lot !! :D

Lyric plzz.. 

♫♪♫♪♫♪

Indahnya suasana

Kita di hari ini

Ceria bersama bermesra

Erat silaturrahim

Saling hormat menghormati

Tuntutan agama yang mulia

Yang tua di hormati

Yang muda sayangi

Cetuskan suasana harmoni

Oh? mari bersama

Kita jalinkan

Kasih sayang sesama insan

Di hari ini

Kita mulakan

Moga kekal untuk selamanya

Indahnya

Jika kita dapat bersama

Hidup selalu gembira

Di dunia ini?.

Lagi indahnya

Jika kita dapat bersama

Hidup di dalam gembira

Di akhirat sana?.

Night time..

After siap2 solat + makan, tazkirah ringkas oleh saudara Farid Faiezie. Ex DQ. And its about syurga + neraka. Gud2..

Then slot Lakaran Kehidupan , Pulau Impianku, and Sahabat Tersayang,ni pon best jugak. :D almost at 1130 this slot ended. Then me as AJK aktiviti, gather ( me myself, Kak Lin, Bayani, Yana, Kak Izan, Rafiin, Yoe) planning for the best tuk slot2 yang akan datang. Nearly 230am baru balik bilik after discussion. Penatnyer jangan cakap lah. Sangat2 penat. Actually 2-3 days before program, I haven’t get enough sleep as I’m just too busy with my exams,packing all those stuffs  nak kosong kan bilik lagi at the same time, attending the meetings tuk pastikan program ni suksess.

Although we were very exhausted , we satisfied with what we’ve done. All goes smooth as planned. Alhamdulillah, syukur ya Allah :D

here are some pittcha ! :D

tazkirah

bile adik2 dah mula mengantuk..meh kasi cargas sikit..huhu

akak2 pun turun padang jugakk.. :D

9^th May 18, 2010

I’m the person incharge !!! yes, I’m the one who responsible in charge tuk senaman pagi nih (tuk muslimat). Aku ! aku !  aku ! awal aku bangun dengan semangat yang berkobar2. Sebelum turun padang aku tanya Kak Hana, “ kak, pagi ni nak senam dgn adik2 ni me rasa nak buat senam robik, what do you think? “ kak Hana replied, “that’s great ! “ “ so, what song do you think suitable for senam robik ni eh?” she said “ haa..rasenyer aku ada lagu chicken dance tu , rase cam ok “ I started to smile. =) benak fikiran aku ni telling sumthing and started to plan baeekk punyer tuk senam nnt.

Tapi…tak semua yang kite nak kite bley dapat kan?  Ada perancangan yang mungkin lebih baik dah Allah tetapkan. Well, pagi tu, adik2 bangun lambat. Wake up girls, Wake up!!  kite nak senam pagi ni.. bangun sayang..

So start agak lambat, 20 minutes left instead of 1 hour. Takpe lah, buat mana yang dan. Then Rafiin (muslimin PIC tuk pagi tu) called me, suggest that kite combine muslimin and muslimat together, muslimin kat depan, and muslimat kat belakang, kenapa eh? 1 thing, time constrain, 2^ndly, PA system tak cukup .  I agreed, that’s a great idea. They lead the slot that murning.(lagu chicken dance tu pon ada jugak rupenyer. :D)  And alhamduillah everyone enjoy. To keep them happy is my goal , my only goal !

Well, after dat majlis penutup. Pengarah program bagi ucapan. Ada sumkinda cenderamata la we all prepared for them, both to the Bait Al-Amin management as well as to the kids, enjom them yaa..!!! J Then part yang paling touching, all the kids present a song to us. And it’s about MOTHER. Antara yang aku ingat meaning dalam lagu tu , saying that ‘why the mother left them like that? We are all really need someone’s LOVE ,  and its your LOVE. But it’s okey, even though you (the mother) choose to let us to be here, I’ll always pray for your happiness until the day after forever’ suddenly my tears drops on my check. It was just like, Alhamdulillah, I still have mother. Mama, thanks for everything..!

Look at them .. T_T

So around 11.00 am, we started to leave Bait Al-Amin. Before leaving, yup!! Non stop snapping!! Girls and boys, I love you guys a lot !! insyaallah kalau ada rezeki we’ll meet 1 day okie. Exchanging facebook address, do add me ya. Keep in touch owes ! ♥

Here are some pictures , take a look ! J

After that, we proceed to Teluk Batik. From Parit it takes about 1hr+ to reach there.

Ok Alhamdulillah,to be exact, 1245pm we reached. Once reached, everyone started to load all the luggage, then sempat jugak bagi taklimat ringkas tuk aktiviti petang tu which is ‘ treasure hunt’ ala2 explore race jugak la. They were divided into groups, muslimin ada 2 groups, muslimat 3 groups. Each group ada 4 persons (muslimin) and 6 persons for muslimat. And they were asked to gather at the beach at 3pm for that game! Yeahh!!!

Well, as an AJK aktiviti (again.. huh =.=; )yang bertauliah, aku and the rest after solat zohor tu cepat2 la turun beach tuk setup location baekk punyer tuk game tu nnt. (tak sompek kitorang nak makan, time constrain, xpe guys, sacrifice..hehe) Frankly speaking, masa tu dah penat sangat, tangki peluh ni dah bocor. HAHA. Tapi takpe, usaha mesti diteruskan. Yeah!

So around 330-345pm baru lah game tu start, lambat sikit lah, diorang turun lambat. Tapi apape pun Alhamdulillah, coz game tu habes just in time. But during the game, aku agak terkilan coz sumthing bad happened to me and Yani. Masa tu kitorang jaga 2^nd check point which is – to be specific  “masukkan air ke dalam botol menggunakan tangan anda sambil berlari” requirement yang aku fikir x susah langsung. Gap between pantai and botol tu lebey kurang 6 meter (kowt). Well, it was really fun. The 1^st and the 2^nd group was enjoy with the game. Senang cite, diorang mmg best, sporting, sempoi, happening. Tak silap aku tu group Fauzan and Kak Hana. Ada jugak la denda2 yang kitorang kenakan, sekadar merapatkan ukhwah since we are together for a quite period kan, x sure lagi lepas ni jumpe lagi ke x. Anyway, korang memang best!! :D

group emma. Subahannallah , alhamdulillah. =)

Then, yang tak bestnyer, aku ngn Yani were yelled by sum1. That time I felt very down. Tak penah plak ada orang wat aku camni. I cried as I could. Why? Why he have to shout to us? Tak boleh ker cakap baik2. Ok even tak appreciate kitorang, at least respect us a woman. You don’t have to do that. Remember, even robots have feelings. T_T

After what had happened, I have no feeling to do anything. I feels like going home to see my mama!! Kenapa la mama takde time tu eyh?? Malam tu diorang wat BBQ and I didn’t attend that event. Lapar , lapar jugak,sabo jela yer? Huhu..

midnite : postmoterm, Alhamdulillah everythings fine. forgive and forget is the best way ! Yeah !!

10^th May 2010

Well, our last day at Teluk Batik. Pagi tu lepas subuh we all usrah by the beach. Scenery die, perghh! It was awesome!! ada jugak sahabat2 yang x dapat nak join dek food poisoning. Asiff banyak2 buat kalian atas musibah yang berlaku. :( Then when the sun started to show its faces, family day bermula. Kitorang buat siple as possible n mtif disebalik tu, ukhwah. yes. UKHWAH. Moga ia berpanjangan Insyaallah.

usrah ditepi pantai.

family day.

Kalau ikutkan tentative, agak banyak gak program tuk harini. Tapi dek hal2 tertentu, kejap jer kitorang kat perak. Dengan driver time tu buat hal, ntahla, sangat emosi plak kan. Daripada plan nak pi Musium Taiping, and any other places, terus cancelled. So after settle sume,mula lah perjalanan balik ke UUM, Sintok , Kedah. Around 1030pm selamat sampai Kolej Bnak Rakyat. That’s all. Malam tu mentally prepare for Elementary Statistic class for the next day~~  Full stop. 


nota kaki : UKHWAH DIPADU FIKRAH DISATU. yeahh !!! :D

Headache ~

 Assalamualaikum wbt.

Urm, actually I have many things to share, after dah pindah bangi ni kan..

But, tonite I'm having a REAL BAD HEADACHE !

Tak tau la nape =.='

The pain is killing me.

Insyaallah next post I'll write about my new home.

Okey then, gotta leave now.

Be needing sum rest, perhaps.

Depressing T_T

I just don't know how to express this feeling , I'm just too SAD , too BAD . 

Oh Allah ,

Guide my steps, dont  let me go astray,

you are the one that showed me the way,

Please show me the way. :'-(

~ Even Robots have feelings ~

She’s getting married and I’m happy for her !! ;D

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Pink..!!!! ouh my..! She’s getting married..! pink lovely card, pink baju pengantin, hantaran pink, khemah pink, pengantin pink. Wahhh..cantik nyer sayang. I’m totally happy for you.  After 8 years kite kenal each other, at last member aku sorang ni bakal mendirikan masjid. Macam tak percaya je, rase macam baru je kenal korang. Dah nak kahwin kan. Insyaallah aku akan datang jugak kenduri kau Bashirah, x sabar nak tengok suasana meriah kat rumah ko nnt. Mesti geng2 Maahad ramai , Atikah Khairuddin, Mahirah, Bashirah, Nabilah Najat, Seha, Khalis, Hanan, Hayat, Erin, Fira, aku sayang korang semua..!! Eventhough  we are apart, whenever I look at your pictures, its remind me a lot the time we had together. Banyak kenangan manis pahit yang x dapat dilupakan. Especially masa kat hostel dulu. Even hingus still meleleh, bab buat jahat, we are the winner. Agree guys?? HAHA.

WEDDING CARD INVITATION !! :D

Well, nak story sikit pasal Bashirah tunang haritu. Yup, I went to her house where it is located at Taman Pandan Indah, Kuala Lumpur. At first aku takut sangat if aku tak dapat datang. Same like before, banyak sangat halangan pada plan aku. Bukan aku sengaja tak nak pergi, I tried my best to make it, but then betul, sebaik2 perancangan adalah perancangan Allah Taala kan. Takpe mungkin ada hikmah. Well,that day, Allah izin kan aku. Hehe. Alhamdulillah. So, plan punyer plan, a week before Syira nak tunang, Kak Nadiah text me, plan nak jumpe kat mana? mama bagi tak turun? then nak turun nanti dgn sape? sorang2 ker? Nak naik ape?  Tu diaa..kasihnyer mama aku tu kat aku. WOHA~… not too worry mama, I’m already adult. Insyaallah Mayam pandai jaga diri ok. :D

Yess!! Mama bagi jugak setelah puas gak aku pujuk. =_=” . tapi as usual, mama x kan nak bagi pegi sorang2, sendiri2. So, mama n walid gak hantar, “ ma, mama tak payah la hantar sampai rumah Basyirah, mama hantar kat college abang je k, Kak Nadiah will fetch me there” . “Betul??” walid pulak tanye.. “betul..”  “Kak Nadiah duk mana? Skung study kat mana? Datang naik kete ke?  …bla..bla..”  adui..ok2 aku pun jawab sume soalan walid dengan penuh gembira and I fly a big big smile on my face to walid. HEHEHE. So sampai je kat GMI, Kak Nadiah pun sampai. Salam mama, walid sume, trus gerak gi amik ika, hayat, mahirah n fyra. Dey oll naik bus from Ipoh turun kat KL amik LRT plak. Semangat sangat kan, that’s what FRIEND are for.

. . . . .♫♪♫♪♫♪  

“ Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for “

  ♫♪♫♪♫♪ . . . . 

Ok2 enough Maryam, next post kite nyanyi lagi okeh. Huh. =_= ‘ hee.. then Kak Nadiah bawak la pi makan kat restoran ni sementara nak tunggu ika n the geng sampai. Sebab nak proceed gi rumah Bashirah same2 kan. Tengah2 makan, (aku minum je, dah kekenyangan time tu ;P) ika pun call kate dah sampai. Kak Nadiah pun ape lagi, cepat2 r drive kete gi amik diorang, n aku just tunggu kat restoran tadi tu. Dalam hati ni, Ya Allah, tak tau nak cakap camne, happy sangat2, lame gile kot x jumpe diorang, camne la jumpe nnt kan. HEHE . After a couple of minutes, diorang pon sampai. Fuhhhh!!! You guys know what, I’m speechless!! They are standing in front of me, betul ke ape yang aku nampak ni? Kesat2 mata sikit..iskh3..betol seyh. Then ape lagi tunggu , agenda peluk memeluk r. Senyum tak lekang, happy tak terhingga, 8 years tak jumpe. Exchanging story begun. Story tak habis, sampai la we all sampai rumah Bashirah.

Sampai rumah Bashirah, agenda tadi berulang. Everyone started making wonderful noise, maklum la, tiap2 kali jumpe, that’s routine. HAVOCKING  + HUGGING + MAKING CRAZY THINGS = HAPPENING !!  Yeah !! Sampai2 tertanya2 jugak, bella, seha, khalis, hanan, diorang mana?? Kata jumpa dirang kat rumah Bashirah? Few minutes later, HUARRGHHHH…!!! Here they come !! Pergh, makin rancak meriah!!

Suddenly I feels like crying, aku terharu tengok diorang ni, close giler. Syabas betta, syabas! Sikap ni yang kita cari selama nih. Pehh! Heh.

Ok, u guys pun bley agak ape agenda seterusnye, MAKAN, BORAK, SNAPPING = ‘menjadi seorang yang TAKSUB akan camera’ HAHAHA..

Nah some of our photos , enjoy !

 sweet sangat kan

And now, Bashirah is getting married , aku tumpang happy geng ! Hopefully relation ni will ever lasting !

I’v been inform that theme Bashirah PINK + PURPLE. So everyone, take action okeh. We’ll meet at Bashirah’s house on that day ! TOTALLY IMPATIENT ! Nak tengok camne environment mase wedding nanti, jangan lupe follow up this story 4 the 2^nd season okeh! Miss u damn much !

Lots LOVE, Maryam Rahman.