#028

Some say long distance relationship never succeed, I say with enough effort, time and commitment, love will find its way!

Lymzh! ;)

#027

It's not about being what everyone wants you to be, it's about being yourself & finding someone who truly loves you for what you are ♥

:)

#026 Independent? Yes I am! ;)

Oughrg, I have no idea why am I posting this. Maybe searching for strength huh? Haha Will be staying a month in campus with no friends besides due to workin purposes perhaps! Oh quran recitation alarm will be waking me up every morning, birds and trees will accompany me all the way to my working place, fried fish and chicken during my meal time, Quran as my besties during the night time. Movies, bloggies, youtube - during my boring time. Shopping during the weekend. Heyy I'm an independent women who can go shopping alone! 

Isn't sounds cool? Yea right Maryam.. Pretty cool either. hehe..

Imma good survivor I think. I'm strong when Im alone. Its not that I don't like goin' out or having a friends by my side, I do, I LOVE it!! But sumtimes, I prefer to do things on my own. Because..because I'm cool that way. Haha, no no, I'm just kidding! :p Well, how should I say, have you ever heard this before, a lyric by a sister of mine, Whitey Housten in her song titled 'The greatest love of all'? Well yeah, a line or two little much it explain who am I, and how I think and what I think. - I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows. If I fail, if I succeed, at least I live as I believe. No matter what they take from me, they can't take away my dignity. Because the greatest love of all is happening to me, I found the greatest love of all inside of me.

The woman who follows the crowd will usually go no further than the crowd. The woman who walks alone is likely to find herself in places no one has ever been before :)

Foot note : Im not goina depend on others coz I know I have Allah with me.

 Thank youuu Allah! Lots Love :)

#025 Week-End-Together

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah kerana masih memberi peluang kepada hambaMu untuk bernafas di BumiMu ini. Selawat dan salam atas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad saw dan kaum kerabat baginda. Tidak dilupakan buat para sahabat dan Tabiin sekalian.

A beautiful weekend after 5 days working. A tiring daysss I can say! Alhamdulillah, campus life never regrets me. Those moment that I really missed, they came back after one another. Ohh such a beautiful moments. And seems like my life much busier but I enjoy it and I'm expecting more 'surprises' in the coming weeks. It has been a month Ive been here, I was actually preparing to work in KL. However, I never regret having made the decision to come here! ;)

Well, yesterday was Friday, for Kedah, Kelantan and Terengganu their weekend is on Friday and Saturday. So its a holiday! Happy sangat okey! haha.. A day before yesterday, tengah tengah online, adik adik ini buzz aku thru Fb, "Salam kak Am, esok ada buat masak masak kat masjid, jom join! Kul 9 pagi start tau, jangan lambat! hehe.." So I was like, masak masak? Wahh seronoknya! Lama gak tak join masak masak ni. Maklum la, sebelum sebelum ni diorang buat masak time aku kat office,*office la sangat :p* sedey jugak x dapat join, so kalini ada invitation, ape lagi, jommm la dek nonnn oiii..Woha!

Menu : Laksa Mee.

Resipi : Farhana Fanaflora

Tempat wujud makanan : Pangkor! :D

9.30am, baru la kelibat aku and Afifah kelihatan kat masjid. Masa tu diorang ni dah start masak, kitorang ape lagi, tak sempat nak tercongok, cepat cepat capai papan potong and pisau potong bawang, and bahan bahan rencah yang diperlukan. Rindunya masa zaman dengan budak budak batch aku dulu, kalau masak tu riuh rendah, sume pakat nak jadi cheff, except aku la, aku slalu jadi tukang basuh periuk belanga and mop lantai je, tu je kemahiran yang aku rasakan memang aku master! Jangan pandang rendah, cuba bayangkan, kalau mop tak bersih, ada lagi sambal minyak lat lantai, sekali orang pijak, abes kotor stoking, pastu jenuh nak basuh, pastu kene tenyeh tenyeh pakai tangan, takleh masuk mesin, kan ke besar impaknya tanpa expertise dalam mengemop! Woha! Haha..

So, semalam masak sambal as penambah rasa dalam laksa tu nanti. Then aku, Nadzirah and Fana struggle pesiang ikan, ikan kembung. Ikan tu masuk dalam sup, as kuah die. Bytheway, this is my first time tengok masakan ni. Tak pernah lagi rasa. Resepi dia simple, and nice! Dalam lebey kurang pukul 1145am, alhamdulillah semua dah siap masak. And we all makan berjemaah, dengan kehadiran adik adik yang baru habis exam, their presence spice up the gathering! Thank You everyonee! :) Suddenly I remembered I have a date with my ex-roomate! Anies! 

"Salam Anies, tengah buat watpe? Jadi tak kite nak kuar ni?" cepat cepat aku text dia. 

Dalam hati like, harap harap ada chance la kuar harini, sebab, teringat a day before she said she will be going back to Kelantan on the next day as she had done with her exams. If not today, when is the time that I'll get to spend with her? She'll be doing her practical after this, and I? I'm still here. There were a lot of fond memories that we shared together. She was the 1st person I get to know when I was first time datang kat UUM ni. Then we became roomate. Ahh banyak sangat benda kalau nak dikenangkan, andd semua kenangan tu akan tersemat rapi dalam ingatan. Ape yang aku boleh cakap, aku sayang sangat kat ko. You never even once hurt my heart, and in fact sume hot hot story aku yang kadang kadang aku rasakan cam tah pape pun ko dengar jugak, siap bagi view lagi. Thank you for the time, happiness, ear, hand, feelings, things, food and drinks. Ohh everything babe! Lots love!

"Aku baru bangun tido ni, hehe.. Jadi ke kite kuar? Kalau nak kuar baik kite kuar sekarang, lepas zohor, siap siap la taw" she replied after sejam aku message. 

"Haa okey okey, around 2pm kite gerak k!"

"Okeh!" :)

As usual, pukul 2.30pm baru turun. :p So we hardly took a bus to Changlun. Know what? All the way nak dapatkan bus tu memang mencabar lah, yet when two hearts stick together, benda yang rasa macam leceh and rimas pun can be sumthing memorable, thank you for the day Anies! Now let the pictures tell how happy we were spending few last hours together.

''Lots of your friends want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.'' :)

Foot note : Ayam sampai 3 ketul sorang, bila nak kurus?
Now, let's start diet!!

#024 The other half of me

MISSING YEH!

I miss her so much, does she miss me like I do? 

;)

#023

5 DAYS, 12 HOURS / DAY

It's just the beginning of the countdown, day 1;
..and I've started to miss youuu,

I Miss You, badly! -.-"

You take care there! :)

#022 Experience - Life - Knowledge - Maturity - Love

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim..

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah kerana masih memberi peluang kepada hambaMu untuk bernafas di BumiMu ini. Selawat dan salam atas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad saw dan kaum kerabat baginda. Tidak dilupakan buat para sahabat dan Tabiin sekalian.

bekerja . mencari guru . join program . usrah

Hari ke 4 bekerja di bumi Sintok, Alhamdulillah, apa yang dirancang berjalan dengan lancar. Sungguh, mencapai sesuatu yang dihajati bukan lah sesuatu yang mudah, nak pulak kita tak nampak apa cabaran dan rintangan yang bakal berlaku dihadapan, namun dengan usaha sebagai jalan, dan doa sebagai senjata, hasrat tercapai jua. Kerja aku bukan lah sehebat mana, kerja part time. Pusat Islam, UUM. Berniaga. And when it comes to doing business, taking care of others shop, kepercayaan dan amanah yang diberikan, kena la jaga dengan baik. Skali orang tak percaya pada kita, habis!

So still, duduk kat kolej lama aku, kolej Bukit Kachi, 3km from campus. Bus UNIC sebagai transport setia, uncle2 india and pakcik2 handsome sebagai driver aku. Thank youu lah pakcik2, tanpa kalian patah kaki shayer, tak pergi keje la shayer ni..huhu but yet, still jauh jugak la bus stop and Pusat Islam, every morning and evening menitik peluh pergi-balik kerja. Tapi takpe, menganggap ini sebagai satu tarbiyyah dari Allah, aku gembira! Tambahan pula kerja kat environment yang islamic ni, sape saje yang tak mahu? Masjid pun dekat, cafe pun dekat, staff staff kat sini pun dah jadi kawan baik, acik cleaner pun dah layan ceq macam ank dia, ustaz ustazah singgah ada saje kata kata nasihat yang diorang bagi, ohh serunukknye kome! Alhamdulilah ;) 

 Pusat Islam, merangkap bangunan tempat keje aku, heh

Opposite ni, MSBS, UUM

- WalkWay! -

gambar ni aku capture masa otw back dari keje..

Bangunan putih tu Canselori. Kene jalan sampai sana, yet belum lagi jumpe bustop! Fuhh :)

..ada walkway, so guna walkway..

..tadaaa! sampai pun, masa ni dah peluh peluh, kaki pun dah tak larat nak diri..

...and, ada lagi walkway kene lalu before sampai bustop, heh! ;)..

545pm - 645pm masa untuk mengaji. So lepas je kerja terus shoot gi Masjid Sultan Badlishah, solat asar then start ngaji. Jap, abang mie penah tanya sape Sultan Badlishah ni? and that time i just KIS. Tau ape KIS? Sure tak tau kan? KIV tahu? haha.. KIS tu aku yang mandei2 reka, KIS tu 'Keep It Secret'. Haha.. So now abang mie, FYI, Sultan Badlishah ni Sultan Kedah since 13 May 1943 sampai Jepun datang masa bulan August, tahun yang sama and after that takhta tu diserahkan kat Jepun on 1925. *correct me if i'm wrong, peeps* So that's it. Back to class mengaji, ada someone I called her as ustazah Shila and she teaches me ngaji and more on betulkan tajwid tajwid mana yang silap and kitorang set aim tuk khatam pada waktu waktu tertentu. For a start she courage me to read like, half of juzu' each time class, and later on will increase to 1 juzu'. Listening to her explanation, aku seriously teruja! Cepat la tazah, tak sabaq ceq nih! :D And guys, I found this...

Baginda Rasulullah saw bersabda :

"Orang yang membaca satu huruf daripada kita Allah Taala maka baginya dengan membacanya satu kebajikan. Dan satu kebajikan digandakannya dengan sepuluh, tidak aku katakan aaliflammim itu satu huruf tetapi aku katakan alif satu huruf, lam satu huruf, dan mim satu huruf" (Riwayat Dar al-Qutni)

Source : Majalah Q&A bilangan 1, 

Afifah Wahida punyer..hehe! TQ fifah!

So guys, let's read the Quran, banyak pahala tu geng! :)

Cerita pasal usrah pulak. Macam sem sem sebelum ni, usrah under Kak Aini. And alhamdulillah, sampai sekarang masih lagi berjalan seperti biasa, cume agak mencabar sikit tang hafazan, maklum lah, duduk umah takde pun inisiatif nak hapal2, hapal lagu boleh pulak, iskh teruk betul lah, anak sapa tak tau nih -.-". Makanya, usrah haritu, dah ada rekod surah yang dah hafal, Kak Aini suh restart balik. Baiklah kak, Am restart. Woha! Harap2 makin mantap mutabaah amal. Menjadikan waktu bekerja bukanlah sebagai satu halangan untuk menggembirakan Allah Taala. 

'Istiqamah dalam membuat kebaikan untuk diri sendiri, itu yang penting' - Anjah. 

Makasih untuk itu ye :)

Program program juga tak kurang hebatnya, banyak gile program kat sini, cuma masa je kadang2 nak jeles jeles lak dengan aku. Sumtimes boleh attend, sumtimes, tak boleh. But it's okey. Bak kata student ekonomi, kos lepas lah tue. Even tak dapat attend 1 program, masa itu kite kena jugak buat sumthing yang berfaedah, so that pahala attend program tu kurang kurang sama lah dengan pahala masa kita tak join program tu. Paham ke pun? Takpe takpe, buat buat paham pun boleh :)

Kurma! Kurma! 100g Rm3.00, 200g Rm5.00, beli! beli! Woha!

Well, that's it, little much about my life kat sini. Stop here then, I'm back to work! Refill kurma yuk! XD

Nota Kaki Ayam : Jual Kurma, isn't that bad afterall, aite? ;D

I really cant believe how time flies. It felt like, a day. Really. Everything happened in a blink of an eye.A bouncy year it has been. But, I remind myself ''Life will always bring you down, but when you're down, there's no where else to go but up. So be strong and get back up''.

The clock is ticking, and i'm here. Waiting and getting myself prepared for my 2012. I dont want it to be wasted. I want it, to be a year full of blessings, Insyaallah :)

To everyone, Happy New Year. May you all have a wonderful life ahead you.

Foot note : my new year resolution is to graduate and to get married. What's yours? XD