Tuesday, February 14, 2012

#032 When you believe

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Well, yesterday was quite a tough day for me. There have been so many things that have happened to me, since early in the morning, till late at night. And idk why. Things are kind of tight these days, there were so many factors clouding the issue, confusing my heart. I wont mention it here, muhasabah diri is the only best thing I have to do. Recalling back what mistakes that Ive done to others that Allah doesnt like. Yes I have done something wrong to someone. I felt bad and guilty, no matter what, I have to seek for that person's and Allah forgiveness, knowing that Allah the only one has knowledge about all our deeds and thoughts, and He alone can forgive us and save us from the consequences of our actions. Please forgive me ohh Allah. :'|

Yesterday morning I went for breakfast with Kak Hani and Abang Mie. We had the chance to spend some real time together, exchanging stories related to her studies, their kids, our families situation, wedding preparations, err? whose wedding huh?? Woha! She will be leaving the family to further her study, for about 1 and a half year. With that, I have something to say here;

   Dear akak,

I know, leaving a husband with two kids far from our sight is not going to be easy. Without you things wont be the same. You'll be staying in a whole new world, where you used to be a teacher and a housewife before, and now you got to be a full time student. Staying in a rental house, going through the orientation programme, attending classes and completing assignments, it is not an easy job. I totally understand how you feel, but not too worry, we are all here to support you, insyaallah if I got the time, I promise you that I will accompany mak and the kids. Looking after the house, cleaning up and packing up things to move into a new house soon. 
Well, life is going to throw so many obstacles to overcome. Some are going to be easier than others, some will leave you happy, and some will kill you deep inside. But no matter what happens in the end, it will always bring along more and more obstacles to face. You just have to stand tall, hold your heart high and just take whatever life brings to you. 

A strong woman works out every day, but a woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape.
A strong woman isn't afraid of anything, but a woman of strength show courage in the midst of her fear.
A strong woman wont let anyone get the best of her, but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone.

And akak, I believe, you're a woman and you are strong! ;) I know it wasnt an easy decission for you, so don't give up on your dreams, stand up and make them happen! =) Don't be too sad there, I know you'll be missing everyone here, But abang, Danish & Iman, Mak and everyone will be missing you more! =) So, be happy and enjoy your life there, we are here to support you! Stay strong, may Allah lighten our load and difficulties in this world and increase our reward in the Hereafter, Insyaallah. Barakallah! You take care!

Please don't cry k kakak? ;)
The best thing about having brothers and sisters was that I always had a friend. :)

Foot note : Thank you abg mie for the souvenir from Italy 
*shawl, perfume & chocolate* hee  
Thank you gak abg n akak for the view and advise masa dalam kereta tu, 
really appreciate, I love you both soo much lahh macam nih! XD


Wan Mohd Fahimi said...

Thanks sis for the special entry. Wish K'Hani is reading this, which I doubt so, considering her jam packed schedule in UPSI. Wow, life is challenging being the weekend hubby and full time dad. Pray for me and the kids dik? Keep us close in your prayer. You take care now... it's me signing off. wslm. Brotherly yours, WMF

Islamic_Muslimah said...

Ur supporter 4 every1..may ALLAH bless u..