#051 Cepat la sembuh, tau?

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Maha suci Allah atas segala sesuatu. Allahuakbar, aku tak tahu macam mana nak mula. Tapi aku perasan gerak hati aku most of the time macam bagitahu aku sesuatu. Semalam, 27 April. Masa tengah study group, aku teringat nak msg Yana, classmate aku. Aku just nak inform dia yang assignment kitorang buat tempoh hari bersama ada error, lepas aku, Qeen and Yaya reconfirm semula dengan lecturer hari Isnin, lepas habis waktu class. Aku type 'Uum' pada contact search as usual, bagi memudahkan pencarian nama insan yang aku nak hubungi as aku klasifikasikan mereka mengikut tempat-di mana-kali-pertama-aku-berjumpa-mereka. So berderet deretlah kenalan UUM aku pada contact list aku, namun nama Yana aku tak jumpa. Then aku stop pada nama ex-roomate aku yang aku save as 'Uum Anies Rumate'. Daripada nak msg Yana, aku terus tekan button call, calling Anies. Rindu.

Disappointing to say, ''You have insufficient balance to make this call, please top-up to make more calls''. I moaned. Dan-dan aku nak call lah credit habis. But it's okey, ''I'll call her tomorrow!'' I persuade myself. So I carried on with my assignments, and sampai harini I didnt manage to reach Yana as I lost her number. Sorry girl, I'll let you know regarding the assignment during the class period soon, insyaallah. So today was a very busy day for me. 28 April, I woke up early in the morning, but not that so early as I opened my eyes, I stared at my cellphone and it shows 845am! I jumped out from my bed, and hardly took my bath. At about 10am, Qeen, Yaya and I had our discussion on the assignment until about 1.30pm. Yet, still pending.

I left my college for Bukit Kachi as I attended my usrah that started at 230pm, right after Zohor prayer. I reached back at my college at 6pm. So I went for makan breakfast + lunch + dinner with Qeen. Thank you for accompany me, as usual, babe! And before start study malam tu, I just pergi topup, RM10. Okey, sementara nak tunggu 930pm for study group, I play with my cellphone, suddenly, nama Anies popped out! She called me, and I was like, wahhh ''aku baru nak call kau, macam paham paham je kan..''  Teruja!

Aku mula bagi tembakan bertubi tubi pada dia sebelum sempat die nak menjawab soalan soalan aku yang tiada koma serta titik nokhtah. Sempat juga aku tanya pada dia, yang dia call aku ni nak bagitahu berita gembira apakah? But it end up with this sentence, ''Aku kat hospital ni Am''. I was speechless! ''Anis, kenapa ko kat sana? Abah tak sihat ke?'' ''Aku accident, am. Tangan aku patah. Esok aku operation. Ko doakan aku taw'' I felt like crying. And I cried. She told me that she had an accident yesterday evening. Kereta remuk kena langgar. Her brother broke his hand and his leg. Their mom had an injured on the head. They were 5 in the car, unfortunately the other two, her tok saudara, died at the hospital and her akak sepupu died on the site. Innalillah. Tragic. 

Anies, 

I want you to know that, I will never stop praying for you and your family. Takziah buat seluruh keluarga ko. Allah lebih menyayangi mereka. Mungkin ni ujian dari Allah buat kau, ujian aku, aku belum pasti macam mana. Tapi ingat sayang, Allah hanya menguji kita semua dengan apa yang kita termampu, tidk lebih dari itu. Tidak lebih. Allah mengharapkan rintihan dari kita dan melihatkan tahap kebergantungan kita padaNya. Jangan pernah putus berdoa dan selawat, k? And aku doakan smoga operation ko berjalan dengan baik esok, insyaallah aku akan call ko after aku habis class esok k? Harap harap dapat dengar suara ko. Pesan aku, jangan lupa makan ubat taw. Apapepun, aku akan selalu ada untuk kau. Mungkin kau nak uruskan pasal practical kau, aku boleh tolong kawtim dengan lecturer, insyaallah takde hal. Kalau ada apape yang aku boleh bantu, cakap je taw. 

Anies, semoga cepat sembuh okey?

Aku sayang gile kat ko, and you knew that.